Does anyone feel scared meeting their ex again? And does anyone feel scared to go into relationship again? I feel scared to go into relationship. How to overcome it? To fall in love is easy. It's at the later stage, whereby there is a lot of care and nuturing that is required. Both parties will need to give and take. Lots of compromises, commitment and truthfulness to hold the relationship ongoing and strong. Guess relationships are like butterflies. If u hold a butterfly too tightly in your palm, it will die. If you let it just rest on the palm, it may fly away but it may have the potential of flying back.

I come across this song, it is very similar to my situation. It is sang by Roxette. It is very comforting. This song does not deny my feeling for my ex, but accepting that my ex is gone. I sometimes have false hope of him coming back. But i know it is truely over. I will just keep him in a corner of my heart as memories. The lyric as follow:

"Lay a whisper on my pillow.
Leave the winter on the ground I wake up lonely,
is there a silence In the bedroom and all around.

Touch me now, I close my eyes And dream away...
It must have been love, but it's over now.
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now

From the moment we touched till the time had run out
Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And it's a hard winter's day I dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now

It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows
It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out "

Monday bluez. Starting of a new work wk. So shuay. Had a thrashing from my boss when i came back from lunch. SHIT. It was so called a mistake i made a few mths ago. Tik that time i did not know abt it hence leading to the mistake..This time, I didn't even bother to explain myself. Just keep quiet. Even if i did, they will tik differently with me. Call me bo chap. 70% of my heart is gone. I rather find a job that i can wk happily. ..Somemore i have a colleague keep rubbing in salt & pepper, chilli & tomato. Really pissed. Patience do have a limit..Ever since my breakup, i tell myself tat i must control my temper and so i did. Being tolerating for so long..i feel that the volcano really going to erupt soon..but just dunno when...Hope i can get another better job real fast.

Well.. i woke up around 12 pm, still feeling beri shag. This is because the previous night i slept at 5 ++ am..Went to Partyworld with my friends, Richard and Sis, Adam and Alex. The ktv ended at 4 am. When i reached home and finished doing my stuffs, its already 4.30am. No alcohol that night. Consider it as a miracle. Drink kopi some more at ktv to tong. Haha.

Can't imagine myself staying at home on a Sat. I m suppose to meet Miss Karen tis evening but guess it was cancelled coz every1 is too leong to go out. Lacking of ideas of any good place to go as well. Do you have this feeling sometimes whereby when u go out, u feel like resting at hm and while u are at hm, u long to go out? Sometimes i feel that 1 need some 1 special by my side who can share my happiness and sadness and walk the rest of the journey 2gether with me. Dun like to hav tis kind of feeling....dun like to be alone. Anyway, hope 2molo there are some kind of programs. Still haven't watch the show "The Maid" leh. Have been planning from the date it starts screening till nw. Wonder if there is any takers for it... hmm...

That's me...Born in the star of sagi. Just an average and simple gal. My character and personality? It's for u to find out. Hmmm. Y am i writing a blog? I used to tik blogging as bo liao. Now i find it as a good way to express out my feelings and thoughts. There are many things which i find it hard to put into words to tell others... I dun really like to say out my unhappiness and so this is a good way to vent out all my grievances and sadness. Haha. Just hope that someone out there is listening to me. Or perhaps its me who is talking to myself.

PS. This is 1 of my fav pic. Coz my face not so round round. :p

"LiFe Is UnCeRtAiN... ";

" If U ArE In HaPpInEsS, TrY To PrOlOnG It...";

" If U ArE In SaDnEsS, TrY To ShOrTeN It By WaLkIng OuT Of It... ";

" ChErIsH WaT Is ArOuNd YoU... ";

" YoU OnLy NoE WaT U HaVe GoT WhEn U HaV LoSt It... ";

" NeVeR TaKe AnYoNe FoR GrAnTeD...";

" OnE DaY U MaY WaKe Up To ReAlIsE ThAt U HaVe LoSt A DiAmOnD WhIlE BuSy CoLlEcTiNg StOnEs...";

" HaPpInEsS Is LoSt WhEn AnY ThOuGhTs Of EnVy Or HaTrEd CrEePs In. ThOuGhTs Of LoVe AnD GoOd WiShEs CuRe SoRrOw....";

Hates liars, cheaters, hypocrites, snobbish pigs & people who trys to act smart.

* A dream car
* Porcelain skin
* Holiday trip with my family
* Lots and lots of pretty clothes, shoes etc...

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