GeNtleVe's WOrLd....

Tuesday, May 14, 2019

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word goodbye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked…

You coloured my life @
2:28 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

It has been a long time since I last login to blog about my life.

I need to get away from Facebook as there are too many "fake" friends in my friend list. And I do not feel the need to broadcast the details of my life.

Now...

Our family size has increased to 4 person.

We have 2 boys, Aden and Anzo. Both are super adorable and they are the love of my life. 💌

Aden (Right), and Anzo (Left)

Family Photo taken at Alex's House

I guess we are late bloomers. Time is really running out…

With 2 previous c-sections and maternal age catching up, do I still want to go through the process of pregnancy? Maybe…but there is no guarantee that I can get pregnant again. Time waits for no man.

Recently, I have discussed with hubby about the idea of adoption. He told me that there are will be a lot of challenges ahead in adoption. I explained to him how I feel and why I wanted to adopt a child. To my surprise, he is quite supportive and we both made a consensus to walk this journey together.

We will be attending a pre-adoption briefing by MSF on 13 June.

Will I ever love a child that is not my own? Honestly, I do not think there is a difference if we adopt a baby from young.

Love can be cultivated. Love is all about accepting and giving unconditionally.

All I only wish for is a healthy baby...and a happy family...

You coloured my life @
12:37 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Everything about ME

My Saying

"LiFe Is UnCeRtAiN... ";

" If U ArE In HaPpInEsS, TrY To PrOlOnG It...";

" If U ArE In SaDnEsS, TrY To ShOrTeN It By WaLkIng OuT Of It... ";

" ChErIsH WaT Is ArOuNd YoU... ";

" YoU OnLy NoE WaT U HaVe GoT WhEn U HaV LoSt It... ";

" NeVeR TaKe AnYoNe FoR GrAnTeD...";

" OnE DaY U MaY WaKe Up To ReAlIsE ThAt U HaVe LoSt A DiAmOnD WhIlE BuSy CoLlEcTiNg StOnEs...";

" HaPpInEsS Is LoSt WhEn AnY ThOuGhTs Of EnVy Or HaTrEd CrEePs In. ThOuGhTs Of LoVe AnD GoOd WiShEs CuRe SoRrOw....";

Detests

Hates liars, cheaters, hypocrites, snobbish pigs & people who trys to act smart.

Wishes

* A dream car
* Porcelain skin
* Holiday trip with my family
* Lots and lots of pretty clothes, shoes etc...

Jukebox

02 朋友,請不要傷悲 Peng You, Qing Bu Yao Shang Bei - 林峰 Raymond Lamb>Talks

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